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Archive for November, 2007

I held her head.

The graceful creature ate her dinner, and then skipping with her tiny feet went and used the bathroom – she did everything a dog should do to be happy.
She then jumped on the bed, crawled next to me and adjusted herself in her favortie pose, sighing and moving her little head as she [...]

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R.I.P

bani

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Took a ride to the end of the lane
Where no one ever goes.
Ended up on a broken train with nobody I know.
But the pain and the longing’s the same.
When you’re dying
Now I’m lost and I’m screaming for help alone.
Relax, take it easy
For there is nothing that we can’t do.
Relax, take it [...]

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its not that i dont care about anything, its that everything is stored , because i cannot waste energy in trying to revive something that here would just die.
i became a stone so that nothing could hit me or change me.

i want to leave already. i cant take it.
i knew it would be [...]

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miss you

you just had to go.
you know, often times i wonder why you care. you care so much, and i don’t understand why. i suspect you of some dark plans, and maybe there aren’t such. but why do you care?
i think you’ve got the wrong girl…
no matter what you may think, i am crazier than you, [...]

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not afraid.

My dearest,
it is true.
death is a disease, and there is cure for it.
death is also a new beginning.
“we’ll be together forever.”
You were the tornado – your sense of humore and care always amuse me. But yes, you did make me smile. You were Beautiful, merciful, powerful.
then what is the difference between good and “evil” [...]

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to los alamos…

With which words should I plead for one more dance? Oh, in what language? If I had known of your depths, of that dark crevice, would I have gone? Would I have slipped? And now I must remain at surface. Sometimes I think it was the best moment experienced here, soemtimes I think the worst. [...]

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I see you in this night’s haze
What a dance, what a dance
See how our words play?
No, how can I forget?
Let them play, let them play
As I sway
Back and forth
To this song
The kiss that never was
The touch that never came
The days that never went
2 de Octubre, 2007
pao~~

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The Sound of Nature

I only write when I’m sad.
Dinner with Karen, Julina, and David, and the others from that funny group of people, was Absolutely great. Ben wasn’t there. I knew she’d change her mind about him: we “connected”. I’m sure he didn’t forget.
And here I am, sitting in my bed, in my [...]

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Gabriela. Cry baby, cry…

Where do I begin…
…to tell the story of this perfect creature.
As my tears fall and fall, the emptiness grows in my soul.

This stab is more painful than the rest. The creature that I’ve loved the most – more than anybody, is dead.
I had felt it before…I knew she wasn’t Here anymore.
It hurts so much. [...]

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